What kind of Awesome?

Its that kind of awesome.
Its like you're blind, experiencing the ocean for the first time, exploring the water and all of its greatness.
how cold it might be.
fluidity.
calming salty smell.
and maybe even the warm sun shining down on you as you feel another breeze,
filled with mist of this new enticing entity.
you like it.
you begin to wonder about so many things,

like size.
the ocean is much bigger than yourself
you find that, as long as you keep walking out, you're still wet.
no matter how far you swim out into the ocean, not only are you still wet, but even more consumed and even more in awe of how large your new love is.

Its that kind of awesome.
Its like you were once blind and now can see, experiencing Jesus Christ for the first time, exploring Him and all of His greatness.
how tender and caring He is.
compassion.
calming sensation,
knowing that He is there by your side "leading you beside still waters,"
knowing that it is through Him that you "can do everything who gives you strength."
and maybe even feeling the addictive warmth of His love embracing you and filling you with an inexpressible joy with which you cannot wait to shine.
so many things are coming to you at once, frightening and breathtaking all at the same time.

like size.
God is much bigger than yourself, more than you or i can comprehend.
you find that as long as you keep searching Him and longing for Him,
you are filled to the fullest of full,
while a craving inside you develops so strongly for more of Him that you cannot even begin to deny.
the more you crave His salvation and love, the more you are filled, yet the more you are hungry for more.
consumed and in awe of how large your new love is.
crazy amazing.
haha, so amazing.

"Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will make you fishers of men."
Matthew 4:19

let's go fishing
there's no way we can keep this to ourselves.
keep what you ask?

the love of your(&my) life. Savior of your(&my) soul. Jesus Christ.
can't get enough.
That kind of awesome.